WELCOME 2 MY BEAUTIFUL BRAIN
[3:15PM] todays been a bit bleeeeegh a little sad and also didnt wanna go 2 school today because my head HURTS !!!! i think i bonked it too hard but whatever . the trees are finally changing color
yesterday i went to spirit halloween, got some fun stuff !!!! got a big moth thing for my door, a fun colorful sparklyish makeup palette, uuh fake eye im gonna stick to my forehead on halloween 4 school !!!! used tha palette so give myself silly 3rd eye
[4:40PM] afternoon silly people on the interwebs !!!! i hope your having a good day and i love you :3 my day is alright so far, a little sleepy but we stay silly !! miss my girlyfriend and bestest friend though 3: but again we stay silly !!!!!
[10:35PM] gooooooooooooood evening sillies how are we on this fine fine fine evening ????? ive had a bit of a silly day, everything is a lot (tehe) and my emotions have been back and forth and back and forth . like for an hour i have so much energy that i need to hurt abt it (bonk myself in the had a bunch) and then literal moments later im so tired i can barely keep my eyes open . wish i knew what wa s up w that but whatever ! !!
[2:30PM] GRGRGRGGRGRGR GOOD AFTERNOON MY SILLY LITTLE FREAKS welcome back my bullshittery !!!!! I was on the worlds most turbulent emotional rollercoaster yesterday, got The Real Will Wood and was so happy and then wanted to kill myself a bunch because trying 2 get it on my ipad (because it obviously has a bigger screen than my phone) was really dificult and took me hours (because im stupid) then when i figured it out i watched the WHOOOLE THING AND IT WAS GREAT and i didnt wanna kill myself and i was so GRGRGR but then i wanted to kill myself AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN because i couldnt put it on my tv and im still trying 2 do that . so. how is everyone .
oh an today i rewatched it again this time with pumpkin spice (i accidentally left her sleeping on the couch when i watched it last night broken heart emoji) and she LOVED it and now we're both super duper energetic 2day . i played a lot of dress up before it was fun, working on making a crown but taking a break cause im shaky from not eating
[4:20PM] LETS GOO MAN I GOT THE MOVIE ON THE XBOX FINALLY !!! microsoft can suck it they cant stop me from downloading whatever i want onto the console i own . now i can watch it on my tv so its nicer 2 watch in the background . also happy 420
[7:15PM] my dad poured out my coffee from this morning i should kill him OWN SOMETHING IS STABBING MY NECK OW OW yeesh i hate i hate everyhting right now
[11:50PM] im so happy, its twice the time and ten times better !
[7:10PM] was hit with the sudden MOTIVATION BEAM earlier 2day so im back here now haai :3 hope everyones doing well !! i keep on wanting 2 say sorry for not updating at all but honestly its my fun webbed site i shouldnt b forcing myself 2 work on it when im burnt out, thats not what its for.
lifes been weirdish recently, been going back and forth between lots of pain and lots of happy, idk whats up w that but im fine right now !!!!! yaaay :3 i still wanna get my skull caved in tho i swear i SWEAR it would be oh so silly of me
OH MY GOD ITS SO CLOSE TO HALLOWEEN and i havent fucking gone to spirit halloween yet AARRGRGARSGAFRVBSGYSV 3: i gots 2 go NOWNOWNOW AAAAAAAA
id update caspers blog casually more often but tbh its a bit of chore 2 get the pictures up, due to obnoxious parental restrictions (which i could definitely ask my dad 2 get rid of im just . anxiety) i cant access the neocities dash from my ipad where i do all my coding stuff so i have to upload alll the images and rename them on my phone and the back and forth is annoying sorry
[8:35AM] lol neocities isnt blocked in the computer abs lets goo . i am so tired man
[9:05AM] GODDD I KEEP GETTING THE MOTIVATION 2 WORK ON WEBBED SITE DURING SCHOOL BUT NEOCITIES IS BLOCKED BY THE SCHOOL LAPTOPS IM TYPING THIS ON MY PHONE
[10:00PM] SO YAY sunday was very very nice me and my gf got 2 do build a bear (she might b a tad bit obsessed now oops ,,,,,) we got boba and went 2 hot topic it was all very fun !!! i have some new friends 2 show too !!!
this is PUMPKIN SPICE !!!!!! i wanted 2 get tha pumpkin bear but they were COMPLETELY SOLD OUT 3: so i settled on her and shes SO COOL !!!!! at first i couldnt undertsna d anything she was trying 2 tell me but honestly i think she is just like me in the sense that she has kind of lost it but thats ok bc shes a stuffed hare :3
AND I FINALLY GOT THE SILLY MOTHMAN SQUISHMALLOW !!!!!!! after FOREVER N EVER N EVER of waiting they FINALLY had him at hot topic !!! there was also another moth i need 2 go bacl there and get ,,,,
[1:30AM] hey very sorry for the even longer than usual absence ive been meaning to get back on here for a week now im sorry, had the most turbulent obnoxious day of my life on friday bc it turns out im failing nearly all my classes + 2 (maybe 3) of my teachers are already upset and hate me . but also I GOT TO SEE AL AND LUCI YESTERDAY YAAAY NOTHING MATTERS WHEN I LOVE PEOPLE :3 and 2day i get to see luci too so FUCK YEYAYEYAYEYEYEEA . more stuff will be posted to caspers blog, i promise, not tonight tho im gonna head 2 bed soon .