WELCOME 2 MY BEAUTIFUL BRAIN
[9:45AM] yea i dissapeared again SO WHAT !!!! so so so i was SOSOSOSO BRAVE on chewsday and DID ACTUALLY GIVE HIM THA ROSE IT WAS SO SCARY BUT HE WAS SO NICE and by nice i mean he said thank u and i immediately ran away but i think he meant it genuinely idk mayb he hates me the world will never tell me because it likes it when i suffer but THATS OK CAUSE I DID IT !!! and this is gonna sound fake as fuck but the school gave me an award for being gay (almost) (it was an award for being in GSA but like i only went twice lol) they ackshually gave it 2 me 4 being soso brave and soso gay yippeeee
then i got major sick booooo im just now recovering ,, 2 whole days of DYING when im already DEAD is such BULLSHIT
[5:50PM] haiii im anxious and scared and anxious and very scared over NOTHANG i made a dumb plan 2 give tyhe pretty boy from school a rose but roses die so im like well ill dry it out and give it 2 him on the very last day but thats a weird gift and the more the rose shrinks from drying the dumber i feel abt it why am i so stupid raaaahrgrhrghrg it was never a good idea ,,,, ill still tak e it with me on chewsday in case i work up the nervez but im so scared i dont wanna weird him out ,,, i can deal w him hating me 5ever i dont fuckang care he could tell me 2 kms and thatd b cool if not better than if he actually liked me back . but id rather be shot than ever make him uncomfortable . thatd b horrible !!!!! man im lame
aside from that dumb bullshit 2night is a rot night yaaay planz got cancelled so i can turn my brain off for a while and do nothang :3
[12:30PM] HAIII today was good good i think it was good had a regents exam thing 2day it sucked i didnt try at all i just doodled but the pretty boy i have a crush on was there which was kinda weird 2 me bc i thought i guess i assumed he was lots smarter than me cause hes cooler than me woopz thats weird but its ok !!!! almost had a situation w the buses but didnt bc i have cool nice friends and i love them hai friends i love you !
been playing a looot of acnl recently, ill write abt it on my 3ds page when i get the chance :3 lots of lots of fun !!!!