WELCOME 2 MY BEAUTIFUL BRAIN
[1:10AM] ! SPOILERZ for Lain PSX ! but uhm i was thinking after watching a video abt it and . considering my whole stance on total bodily autonomy and neu-pos view on suicide and self harm i have 2 say i dont see the ending as truly that tragic ? partly cause yea i could see myself literally dying to exist only digitially too . it fills me with a sort of emptiness, a natural and instinctual discomfort at the end of a human life, but also . good for her ? idk, its 1 in the morning maybe im just stupid as per tha usual
[7:00PM] bleeeegh heeeyy feeling upsetti spaghetti 2day ,, overall pretttyy good but ive got that horrible feelin of dread in me bc i havent been doing my homework so . woopsiez ! dunno y my dads paying for summer school when i never asked for or agreed to this and then gets mad at me for not doing it . like you cant say im wasting ur money when YOURE the only one making the choice . but whatev !
been playing sum everskiez recently, more than usual anywayz ! mostly cosplayz :3 i did 2 will wood cosplayz, one for EIAL and one for SELF-iSH, and then a kangel cosplay, and a lain cosplay !! i wanna do some RGU cosplays but that might take a bit, cosidering theres no like . pre-existing sets, 2 my knowledge . which isnt detrimental it just makes it a liiittle bit harder . check out my profile, LeeIsPrettyCool !!
[7:20PM] oh also happy Hedgehog Stewsday heart emoji
[11:15PM] haii again everypony my heads fucking killing me but im getting the urge 2 reappear here again so yaaaaaaay ! rewatching lain 2night too which is fun, every rewatch makes it a bit easier to get lmao .. im horrible at understanding thingz ,, but im having fun !!! and this show it great :3
[5:20PM] HELLOOO everypony its been a bit i missed the fucking sites birthday so i should kill myself . sorry ! this might be a long post i feel like talking :3
soo schools out but not really cause i have summer school, and apparently i have 2 pass cause my dads paying for it even though i dont fucking want summer school let alone NORMAL school so . i do not care . he can waste his money but it isnt my fault heart emoji ! im so fucking scared to even lightly disagree, he raises his voice even slightly i feel like im gonna die . cause yk . anxiety . but im pretty sure ive made it ABUNDANTLY clear through all my stupid fucking breakdowns that i dont wanna be in school anymore . so . whatever ig !
aside from that there was theee graduation party we went 2 for a family friend, i had a shockingly good time there cause there was some nerd (compliment) and they were really interested in my 3ds and my site !! if ur reading this hiii !!!!!!! idk if u actually caught the url or not lol ,,, but hai if u did ! :3 thank u 4 telling me to keep it up, it meant a lot, even i procrastinated lots ,,
i think i wanted to say more, but i kinda forgor ,,, mayb ill come back later if i can remember idk ,, love u byebye !!