WELCOME 2 MY BEAUTIFUL BRAIN
[6:45PM] GOD MAN i need it to be fall already or im gonna DIE i nEED it to stop being scorching out so i can hang out under the pretty orange leaves and all the halloween stores need 2 exist rn so i can finally get some good fucking decor and fall FOODS i NEED i NEED I NEED RIGHT NOW
[11:35PM] a little scared abt tmw, its my first time going to an "adult dentist" because i literally got kicked out of the kids dentist because i have too many cavities lmao . real nervous i hope i dont freak out cause of needles again, the other dentist was great abt it but ive never met these ppl before . wish me luck gaymerz !!
[10:25PM] SO today was GREAT and also my dad is ALIVE which is GREATER !!!!!
we went 2 one of his friends place (tha one who got me those cool sunglasses !!!!!) and had a great time, i got to eat like . all my favorite foods . there was so much i swear i felt bad i couldnt eat it all but its alr we got leftovers
i made a tie dye shirt with my friend (ill show once the dye is set and tha shirts washed n stuff) and then we all went on a walk !!!! saw this cool mirror walkin back :3
we did PAINTING and and had MARSHMALLOWS and i made the PERFECT one i wish i got a pic ,,, we also watched hilda !!! AND THERE WAS THIS CUTE HOBBIT HOLE IN THE BACKYARD oh my god i wished i could move in it was AMAZING
overall today kicked ass :3
[4:00PM] today is great :3 helped a tumblr mutual with webbed site coding stuff so that was great, had the bestest breakfast (egg in a basket and chocolate milk) and played a little minecraft and im just in a good productive mood 2day !!!!
[6:35PM] augh . father taking himself 2 emergency care or someplace bc his chest has been hurting . hope he dont die !!
[1:55PM] HEY SILLIES guess who has chili wahooooo yippeeee !! im a little eepy 2day but when am i not its fine !!!!!! ive been binging a bunch of slimecicle videos for funsies AND playing minecraft with my good friend moth these past few days :3 ill talk more abt that when we work more on the town we're building
[6:05PM] wonderful picture of me from yesterday
[10:05PM] another lovely picture of me !!
i wanna play some minecraft but at the same time thats like so much work . i should kill someone
[2:15AM] something abt being up at this hour makes me feel more moth than ever its distressingly cruel that i cant just . b a moth . its so mean actually !!!! I want to emerge from a cocoon and live only for around a week with my entire existence revolving around finding some other dude to fuck is that too much to ask ??? huh ?? huh ???? i want 2 be a pretty and spooky creature of the night is that so hard ????? bullshit honestly !! so sad too bc i cant even like eat a bunch of fruit 2 make myself feel better all we got is rotting strawberries and unripe peaches this is a TRAGEDY !!!!! these kinda moments make me feel so happy that i have a moth page on here
[3:25PM] goodmorning gaymerz hows it going ?? i have a wee bit of a headache but im still alive AND i actually slept last night !! wahoo !!!! yippee !!!! i also suck ass at building in minecraft but thats ok
so it seems that despite getting a lot of my old worlds back, in at least the one i really wanted i cant save without the game crashing which i
[4:35PM]
apparently i am now a pillow !!
[5:25AM] alright fags i cant sleep . and by i cant i dont just mean im incapable i could totally pass out right now . i mean i will not allow myself to sleep . if i do im not waking up at the right timefor the libarby and we just cant have that !!!! so instead i am going to be on here and oh god its already morning
i dont care how much my disgusting failure of a mobile corpse exhausts my will is stronger fuck this
anyways yea i didnt update for like 2 days oops i got too busy playing minecraft n oh my god i can finally used addons on my xbox again with a while of testing and poking around ,, i used this tutorial to help ,, kinda funny how the weird update that made me panic and accidentally fuck over all my addons and worlds gave them ALL BACK !!! anyways byebye love you
[2:00PM] so . turns out im still ass tired . BUT THATS OK nothing wrong with waking up at 1:30 :heart:
yesterday was nice, im at my moms rn and i love visiting her and theres CATS here !!! theres 2, Footsie and Flower(/Elissabat)
once i got here i proceeded 2 play an obscene amount of roblox bc griffins destiny wont GIVE ME THE FUCKING MUSHROOM HAT but its ok . its ok . idk if anyone else played it like i did but omg undertale monster mania is back thats pretty sick, i played it like . religiously during i think 2019 ?? then it was gone and i :[ BUT WE ARE SO BACK
played some pokemon again and omg bede is so stupid and hes also my favorite rival . that mans a faggot and a tranny and you cannot prove me wrong hes literally the fairy type gym leader ,,,,, also snom best pokemon 4ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and
overall p sick day :3
[11:55PM]] HEY GAYMERS LONG DAY HUH ??? oopsies ive been inactive like all day ,, been busy being lazy, playing too much roblox for someone of my age ,,,,, giggling over a teeny tiny baby cat
AND I HAD THE BEST BREAKFAST
and ofc little baby
who makes it VERY HARD TO CODE
ill talk more tmw prolly when im not ass tired
[1:05AM] devouring my latest scavenge (plain roast beef from the fridge) in my cave (my room) being careful not wake the greater beast (my dad)
[6:55PM] i dont really feel like updating all the pages on my site a 3rd time 2day so ill just mention it here instead of the upd log, got rid of the "find me elsewhere" bit and turned it into a place 4 buttonz because im not gonna b as active on tumblr anymore . just really really pissed about the UI and the mobile app being broken again and just . they need 2 stop making shit decisions over there lmao
oh btw feel free 2 use my buttons 4ever
[12:05AM] gays r asleep post out of context jack stauber
[6:20PM] HIII guys :3 i know its like evening now but it FEELS like morning . so goodmorning !! i actually woke up rlly early today ,, i was up so late last night watching MBHs playthrough of Lily's Well . honestly one of if not my FAVORITE indie horror its really neat imo, go watch it when u get the chance :3
[10:55PM] u know . when i first made this site i didnt rlly expect ppl to ever look at it but it rlly makes me so happy that ppl actually frequently check it, to some degree . like i wasnt expecting there to be ppl sad when it intially went down but . it gives me motivation 2 know theres people actually reading my stupid bullshit :3 sorry guys ily mwehehehe
[1:20AM] grgrgrgrgr i need there to be more bug pokemon . it honestly pisses me off so much when people are like "lol bug pokemon suck theyre so weak" I DO NOT CARE !!! those are my BABIES and i LOVE THEM and theyre COOL !! still think its stupid how we have no bug legendaries yet, idec what kind of bug it is i just WANT !!!! bug types are so cool though i love them :anatomical_heart:
in other news i am SO FUCKING GOOD at bingo . i dont even care that its like actually luck based im GREAT AT THAT SHIT !!! actually tho i think they kept picking winners bc i was being way too hyped abt it ,,, I GOT 2 PRIZES THOUGH :MUSCLE::MUSCLE:
[4:10PM] so im probably not gonna be using tumblr much, if at all, because the new layout makes me wanna fucking kill myself . so instead ill probably be here on neocities, yippeeeee . ill replace the "find me elsewhere" thing with like . some buttons or stamps . i doubt tumblr is gonna get better any time soon
[11:00PM] had way 2 much burger 4 dinner owwie . i need 2 find somethin 2 do on this site again, mayb work on the will wood page
[4:35PM] ITS TUESDAY, SO ITS A LIBARBY DAY !!!! nobody else is here yet tho smh . theres gonna b bingo too so apparently everyones gonna dress up like old ppl (i didnt bc i didnt wanna take of all my necklaces 2 change shirts)
[3:40PM] so for these past few days ive felt like . burnt out of working on the site a little, but i feel like i have energy again . wish my life was a little more interesting so i had shit 2 blog about, but maybe thatll inspire me to do more cool new thongs or somethin
oh and i forgor to mention on the 13th, but apparently the house next 2 us + OUR house is 'haunted' so . thats pretty neat !!!! might explain some of the noises i hear at night, or maybe theyre just hallucinations . or rats . honestly pretty likely its just hallucinations
i saw luci a few days ago on friday but i AAAA i miss her already :[ :[ soso sad
[11:20PM] AAAAA thinking of crush again what if i explode and die . blaming you damien . anywayz . really liking the new site banner, needed something that was a better fit (in a literal sense the other one didnt rlly work) (sorry seraph i prommy ill put it somewhere else :3) might go to eepy eep, so assume thats happening if i dont upd again !!
[8:15PM] TODAY SO COOL !!!!! got 2 see new friend today again bc their moms car still wasnt working right ,, we talked a lot abt pokemon and how there needs 2 be more bug pokemon and a bug legendary . havent been able to work on too much like mine or caspers blog bc i was busy writing abt gef the mongoose,,,, i think hes my favorite cryptid yet :3 but im probably going to upd caspers blog
[3:55PM] i am home and i am EEPY man ,, me n my dad left als and got some burger king but they forgot my ffucking chicken nuggets so now im SO sad but its alr bc my site has cool arcade carpet background now wohoooooo !!! also root beer best soda forever n ever (dr pepper very close second)
im reallyreally happy im home too bc i get 2 see COOKIE AGAIN !!!!! will prolly get another pic of her soon but im lazy rn ,, prolly gonna get actually working on the pages i wanted 2 make for my interests
[5:25PM] bleeeeeegh idk what to really do rn in the interests pages ,,,, wonder how many i'll end up having, im into so much stupid shit
[6:40PM] HII sorry i havent updated much 2day, i am hanging out with my besest friend alastor and my girlest friend luci !! having lots of funsies, my dad said i can sleepover so YAAAY :3
[12:40PM] goodmorningsies !!!!!! my head hurts soso bad and idk why but other than that 2day is off to a pretty good start :3 my dad said we're gonna have some guests over 2day so he can fix one of his coworkers cars, so that might b fun . hope my head feels better soon !!!
[1:45PM] GTGRGRGGRGRGRGR my brain is so focused on SPOOKY and HORROR and AAAA i neeed to absorb media like a SPONGE ,, this is why i need it 2 be halloween all the time . im probably just gonna watch a bunch of MBH videos, maybe rewatch FAITH or something
]10:50PM] TODAY WAS SO COOL AND FUN OH MY GOD !!!!!! so my dads coworker has a daughter and she was SUPER super cool and soso nice and we were instant friends it was GREAT !!!!!! not only do i have a super cool new friend but ALSO-
NEW SUNGLASSES !!! been wanting this style for a WHILE, and my dad was talking to his coworker how i wanted them so she got them as a gift 4 me !!!! honestly they are so nice
[4:00PM] HEEEEY finally got this place back :3 think it mightve been an automod issue due to my site name, but we're finally back !!!
So continuing what i was last talking abt, minecraft upd is so cool !!!!! I play bedrock, to preface, and im really glad they're finally implementing the 1.5 crouch height thing . LOVE the cherry blossom biome, would also LOVE a texture pack 2 make all the cherry blossom stuff orangey/fally,,,,, alas, i am a sad sad xbox player . lost all my addons a while ago too due to a weird buggy update thing so none at all 4 me . hoping we get the addon manager back eventually .
[11:20PM] MY GIRLFRIENDS PARENTS ALMOST RAN OVER THIS LITTLE BABY KITTY KAT ,,, OH MY GOD SHES SO CUTE !!!! SHE WANTS TO NAME HER ROAD KILL I LOVE HER SM !!!!!!
[12:40AM] augh . eepy . have been working on this god damn webbed site all day and my brain is fucking FRIED . cant wait 2 do it all again tmw !!! im in like so much love rn im gonna splode and die and splode and die and splode and die and splanyways goodnight gaymerz !!
[12:00PM] wahooo good afternnoon gaymerz , hope you slept well bc i feel like today is gonna suck for like . everyone . cant wait for breakfast wahoo, having an egg in a basket . used to rlly rlly hate eggs but theyre not that bad actually ,, still epy rn bleggh
[3:40PM] tried playing KoBK/Kill or Be Killed on roblox 2day and honestly im really not a fan. theres nothing objectively wrong with the game i just dont like way it feels, i dunno maybe is a mobile thing ?? just feels frustrating and unresponsive. think im gonna update my xbox and play some minecraft :3
[5:50PM] I FOUND A LITTLE MOTH OUTSIDE !!!!! not sure what it is though, i'll try 2 figure it out :3
[9:10PM] AAAAA i wanna play MINE CRAP but holy shit i need my dads email password or some shit to sign in and hes not HOME im gonna EXPLODE :brokenheart: hopefully he gets back soon, because of the lack of wifi not too long ago i havent gotten a chance 2 try out the new upd
[9:15PM] WAHOOOO HE GOT BACK AND IM IN !!!!! ill upd again when i get my opinions on the new upd
[1:30AM] im really new to neocities but oh my god im having so much fun i shouldve done this sooner ,, its not as hard as i expected, most of my issues just stem from device bullshit + my lack of wifi over the past week . but this is so cool man !!!!!! so tired rn though augh ,, havent even listened 2 music today this is honestly a tragedy . its ok tho theres always tmw :3 !!
[12:00PM] eepy morning, but oh . my. god . last night, my cat cookie, slept on my bed !!!! she never ususally goes on there . i thinks because i finally got all the stuff off it lol . i usually sleep in this little loft area but i couldnt not take this opportunity ,,,, then she attacked my arm when she got the zoomiez lol . shes such a big baby
[5:30PM] had tasty dinner but im like . super duper anxious rn . idk y everythings pretty normal but being anywhere that isnt home is really anxiety inducing tbh . dinner was great tho, there was corn and butter which is some of my favorite food :3 having a pretty nice day overall . i cant wait 4 tuesday so i can see all my friends + girlfriend at the libarby !!