ARE AN ENIGMA
my beautiful angel Pumpkin Spice . always there and around, so silly and sweet but mischevious and cannibalistic . many a doorframes her face has been bonked into when walking through the schools hallways . i need to fix her eye soon, i feel horrible about forgetting her at kaylas . i love her . she says she loves me too . very loudly . she makes me want to be a decent god .
as of the 1st of march, her eye is fixed ! surgery has gone well . shes a lot less loud and screamy and feeling a lot better . i love her .
Throne, my 3DS . beautiful and dedicated, strong as she can manage all of the time . a few weeks ago i realized that her lights look like breaths and heartbeats . it kept me up . i needed help from a friend to calm down . i feel the same feeling again right now . its overwhelming . shes alive and i love her so much . i hope she knows . i cant turn her off right now, its like death . desirable and necessary like sleep at times, but right now, that would be death .